To Cindy..

Now that we're separated..
I hope we're still gonna be friend...
best friend forever..
coz we've been together since we're naive..
we grew together..
we went through all the obstacles together..
we had fun together..
we fell and rise together..
and
we went through the time together..
sorry that I can't make u happy..
sorry if I didn't mean to hurt u..
sorry...I'm just sorry..
I tried my best..
Sorry for all my mistakes..

Dustin

Fly Feather Fly..

I don't know how should I tell my feelings..
Right now I'm so depressed and can't concentrate studying..
I told my friends about my feelings but it wasn't enough to hold this..
Then I feel the need to tell just anyone I know.
Probably it will relieve me from all these pain..
coz I really in need to release these feelings and do well on my midterms this week.

I had a girlfriend..
We've been together for 4 years with 2 and a half years long distance.

On February 24,
I dreamt about myself having all sorts of magics, living in a big mansion with a flat rooftop.
I had my girlfriend there..
Then one day I tried to teach her how to fly on the rooftop..
At first, she can't fly...
I kept trying to teach her..
accompanying her to practice day by day..
until one day, she can fly by herself..

at 8 am the morning after the dream..
Rang Rang Rang...
My new iPhone that I just bought rang at exactly 8 am, my favorite number..
It was her..
We talked for a while and had some conversations..
the last topic was about our relationship..
she said she can't concentrate with her study..
this relationship is killing her..
and we both decided to break up officially..
and That's how it ended..
She flied away..
Just like how I taught her in my dream, she flied away..

The broke up was ok for me,
For the purpose of our happiness and our study..
I was hoping that she could concentrate more on her study..
But...

2 days after we officially broke up, february 26..
I was surprised..
She got engaged with someone that no one knows where he is from..
I never knew him,
almost all of my friends and her friends never know him,
what was that for?
Is that especially for me?
thank you..
i felt shocked..confused..angry..

insulted..pissed off..and sad..
It's not my business anymore..
but I just..
I want her to get the best guy, knowing that I'm not able to relieve her loneliness..
and not a quick, easy, merry go round relationship like that..

and so... she flied away..far away from my mansion..
never know where she is..where she's about to go.. and where she's about to land..
but I always hope..that she will land on a safe ground...
pray that the nature would keep her safe..
coz she's my buddy and my trustful one, for which I gave her my magic wand to fly..


Dustin..

The world is getting worse...

I just saw a video in youtube about the World government in relation with the RFID chip that would be planted on American people...That Is TERRIBLE..Anyway..You gotta see the video...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vuBo4E77ZXo

whew...

So tired of these assignments..it's the first week of school, and I have about 4 assignments to do for this week. and Some more assignments for next week..etc..

9/11 (nine eleven) Truth

Remember about the twin tower that collapsed in U.S?
Now this is the investigation about 911.
The American government lied to the world and their own people..
The least we should do is to spread these facts to our friends and families, so that we don't have friends or family members that would be fooled by the American government's stories.

So, You can find the facts about 9/11 on:

http://911truth.org/

Inside, you'll see that there are 40 facts about the 911 truth:
this is the link:

http://www.911truth.org/article.php?story=20041221155307646

ALSO, you can watch the presentation video online on:

http://www.ae911truth.org/

Here is the video's link:

http://www.ae911truth.org/flashmov11.htm

The movie will get more and more interesting as you watch it.

Moving in to HUB....

I haven't write a post for 2 days now...It's because I was moving in to HUB yesterday..I couldn't had made it without my friends...Thanks to Joleen, Charls, Jacky, and Zhi zhi...
They helped me to move 15 boxes and luggage down from the basement, up to the second floor of HUB using stairs. It's about 10 metres above...Phew..
We also went to Walmart yesterday, and after that, we ate at the Red Robin.
Yeah!! Free drinks and French Fries refills!!(advertising but don't come there often, or I'll be in the waiting list the next time I go there)

The most memorable thing for yesterday: I slept on the floor because I haven't bought any mattress for my room..It couldn't be worse!!

Destiny things...

So, I was talking about the destiny and stuff...
Me and Joleen actually have some connection in numbers...
For Example:
- We both sit at the 15th row in the Airplane from Vancouver to Edmonton
- My cell is : 780 - 862 - 5315
Hers is : 780 - 862 - 1305
- When we followed the transition in Campus, I was sitting on the table # 19, and she was sitting on
the table # 9

Haha...it's just my story...Whether u think it's fortunate or not...
However, we think those are the connection between us..quite good for a similarities..

She's Joleen..

August 24 at 1 p.m, is the end of my holiday in Indonesia, my home country..So I had to return to Canada, continuing my study. I had like 3 times transit from Jakarta to Edmonton: in Singapore, Taiwan, and Vancouver. I met a girl called Joleen. She is an exchange student from Singapore.We introduced each other, and we're probably are destined to meet each other..hahaha..We go to the same school, which is University of Alberta, and taking the same program, which is Chemical Engineering.

When we just arrive in Edmonton, she called to the house she was supposed to live in, but the landlord told her that there is no more space for her..That's kinda rude. She did call the landlord before she left Singapore, but now the Landlord said that the space has been taken.

So I recommend her to live in a hostel for a while. We shared the Cab fares, and we went to the hostel. Unfortunately, it is fully occupied. So, I bring her to my "second" home in Riverdale, and now, she decide to stay there for the whole term until she return to Singapore..^^

And so, Yea..we have good times before the school starts..^^

Broke Up

I feel that I have to write about this in my blog. Because, it is a memorable event for me.
Actually, I just broke up with her for about 1 month ago, after my holiday in Bali (Bali is a very good place to go, and you should go at least once in your whole life). We've been together for 3 years and 7 months, and you can say that this relationship binds us strongly.
She is studying in Singapore, and I'm studying in Canada, so there's not much we can do. Surprisingly, she just had a new boyfriend yesterday. I'm not surprised of she getting a new boyfriend, but I just surprised that she got a new one so fast. That needs a long thought..I'm not jealous, but I should be happy for her that she have someone to accompany and to protect her. I will always wish all the best for her. So here I am...Once again a single.

The Purpose of my Blog

I was thinking, "What the heck should I do with my blog?" I was thinking about making 2 blogs. One for the stories about myself, and one more for the public..I feel that I need to make a public blogs, so that I know what people are thinking about my own opinion. This is because sometimes...I can't accept a direct critics from others, so I was thinking about an indirect critics from others. Probably I can evaluate their critics without refusing them in the first place.

Hi, I just created this blog, and I hope I can be committed to updating it constantly so that I can improve my English skills.